Nov 01, 2003 22:25
Who did I crush? Or whose Best Friend did I crush? I'm the last person to be considered a heart breaker...Sorry to her...I never meant to do it...
As for everything else...so far so good with the girl...we got into a huge fight the other night...like I'm talking monsterous...it was bad...but things got patched up. I'm real glad they did. Everything is going great between us. At least from my point of view.
Last night I got buzzed at a SWIM TEAM party...that was fun, although I wasn't feeling well. I hung out with the girl before going...we watched "A Walk To Remember"...and I liked it...
Then I went to the party...and when I came back from the party she was in her room, in the dark with another boy...so needless to say...I was flipping out. I walked in...say the situation, suspicion came over me, followed by anger. I told her never to talk to me again.
Then I decided ot at least hear her out. They watched a movie together...and thats it...My heart believes her...but my over active imagination has it's doubts...not on her part, but on his...he likes her, and it's written all over his face.
Anyway life is good...I'm enjoying school, and the time spent with friends...But I miss home, I miss my sister...my parents...my friends...and my very best of friends...EJ! EJ I still love you!