Feb 15, 2008 13:50
I get it. But does my willingness to accept the situation equate to readiness to accept the fact that I can't change the situation? Am I giving up just because I know there is no possible outcome that would declare me as the winner? Is it still considered failure? Am I even the one losing?
Yes.
Because I'm the only one that would appreciate the fruits of a more intimate endeavor. You don't wonder how sweet it could be, how lush life could be. You are happy merely taking what may appear to be the most flavorful and useful parts. It is terribly frustrating being an apple when everyone wants a pomegranate? And I'm a damn good apple too...
It doesn't matter how smart I am, how cute I am, how many times I make you laugh. I can't make you see me as anything more than some 20 year old that you keep for entertainment value.