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Bryan Edwards is absolutely going to fall in love with me. He has no choice in the matter, I have already decided. I think he's already halfway there so it's not like he doesn't want to. I didn't have to work last night but he did so when I took Shane on the liquor run we stopped by Carlyle and it was already crazy. Everyone was in the weeds but I spotted Bryan right by the bar and he saw me and immediately stopped what he was doing. When he says things like "I'd rather talk to you than my guests any day", I don't know if it's just a line or if he means it. I sent him a message through Hotschedules (he washed his SIM card and thus doesn't have a phone right now), I'm hoping if we start talking there, it will provide a place to talk outside of work. We are taking the babiest of baby steps right now. He couldn't come hang out like we wanted (his in-time was 4 and didn't get off until 2). 10 hours on a pm shift on New Years Eve would make me anti-social too. Shane was talking shit about him not coming over until I told him that. He used to work at Carlyle so he knows how it can be. I hope hope hope we actually hang out on Thursday.
I spent the night drinking/burning/playing poker at L's house, with Shane and sometimes Antony and sometimes James. I dominate in poker. Or rather I bet high when I'm high and know I have at least a halfway decent hand and it always comes out in my favor. And I thought I had to work tonight. Found out I didn't when I drove L to work. Proceeded to sleep all day. I seriously just woke up 30 minutes ago.
I've really taken to the acoustic my parents got me. It's a Washburn Lyon, and the sound is so perfect for my style. I started writing songs again, and they're unsurprisingly a lot better than what I used to write in high school.
2007 was interesting. I'll be 21 this year. I think I spent the last year preparing myself for being thrust into the life that entails. I will have more options available to me, things will be easier to access, and I won't have anyone to blame or turn to if I get in trouble. Ew responsibility haha
I spent the night drinking/burning/playing poker at L's house, with Shane and sometimes Antony and sometimes James. I dominate in poker. Or rather I bet high when I'm high and know I have at least a halfway decent hand and it always comes out in my favor. And I thought I had to work tonight. Found out I didn't when I drove L to work. Proceeded to sleep all day. I seriously just woke up 30 minutes ago.
I've really taken to the acoustic my parents got me. It's a Washburn Lyon, and the sound is so perfect for my style. I started writing songs again, and they're unsurprisingly a lot better than what I used to write in high school.
2007 was interesting. I'll be 21 this year. I think I spent the last year preparing myself for being thrust into the life that entails. I will have more options available to me, things will be easier to access, and I won't have anyone to blame or turn to if I get in trouble. Ew responsibility haha