back on the radio
i havent used this thing in a while, and im only doing it cuz emily told me to. i dont think many people from deland still use this but for those of you who do... this is chris, and i love you people! lol deland is awesome, tennessee sucks, i miss you people who ere openminded and didnt care when i messed with everyone, here its different, people are really conservative, and dont play. some dude almost killed me for real because he honked at somebody and im like "what!" makin fun of little john and all and the dude jumps out and hes like "who said what?" and i go " it was me i was just messin around dude" and he goes "ok bitch" and that wasnt too bad but that was a fuckin adult who was gonna start somethin with me over that. and omg dude, the rednecks are insane. i hear that frickin accent so much everyday it almost feels weird talking to somebody from deland. completely different people dude...and i still havent adapted yet. im still saving for my random trip back to deland, im 20 bcks short of a greyhound fare there. and my Brand New CD broke,i loved that CD, it was my song to listen to and cry whenever i felt bad. i know your probably thinking guys who cry are wimps but i dont fuckin care dude. im not afraid to admit this is rough and im not dealing with things well... just what i had 4 months ago was great, and people understood me, but thats not happening here. people are such assholes here... its not the same, and it never will be.