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Apparently i haven't used this thing in 4 months.. i didn't realize it had been that long.
I still love living in charlotte, but around thanksgiving time i realized i'll never feel like this is home to me without any of my family here. i wish they could all just move down here, but i know that would never happen. So I decided I'm going to move again.. as ridiculous as that may seem. I love that I'm not obligated to stay in one place, so I wanna be able to move around while i still can. I was debating moving back to rochester, but then i realized most of the people up there could probably care less that i'm even gone in the first place, if you're wondering why i haven't tried to get a hold of you its because i feel like you don't miss me at all. everyone has a ton of new friends, and i almost feel like i don't fit in there anymore. I come home in a week.. from the 18th to the 28th, not that it matters. Cristina is coming up for a couple days and i can't wait to see her, after being inseparable while i lived in FL to not seeing her for 6 months was a bit drastic, and i've missed her so much.
But yeah, I've decided to move back to FL for the following reasons.. I miss my best friend, I miss my crazy cuban family, i miss the beach, and perfect weather year round, I won't be going to school for awhile, i have a car this time, annd i won't have to worry about paying 500+ a month in rent and barely making enough money to get by (like i did before i moved away) I think if i go back everything is going to be different.. when i think about it, i pretty much just wanted to run away from everything going on in my life at the moment, with school, and work, and transportation issues, and money problems, and my living situation. So i'm coming back.
work is going really well.. i got a raise already :)
I spent thanksgiving with blake and her family, and it was amazingg the food was so good and her family was pretty awesome.
I just picked my dad up from the airport tonight, its kinda weird having him here i thought it was gonna be a little awkward at first but i actually think its gonna be alright.
I'm in desperate need of a tan.
When i get back from rochester I'll be living with blake for about a month and then i'm on my way..
I still love living in charlotte, but around thanksgiving time i realized i'll never feel like this is home to me without any of my family here. i wish they could all just move down here, but i know that would never happen. So I decided I'm going to move again.. as ridiculous as that may seem. I love that I'm not obligated to stay in one place, so I wanna be able to move around while i still can. I was debating moving back to rochester, but then i realized most of the people up there could probably care less that i'm even gone in the first place, if you're wondering why i haven't tried to get a hold of you its because i feel like you don't miss me at all. everyone has a ton of new friends, and i almost feel like i don't fit in there anymore. I come home in a week.. from the 18th to the 28th, not that it matters. Cristina is coming up for a couple days and i can't wait to see her, after being inseparable while i lived in FL to not seeing her for 6 months was a bit drastic, and i've missed her so much.
But yeah, I've decided to move back to FL for the following reasons.. I miss my best friend, I miss my crazy cuban family, i miss the beach, and perfect weather year round, I won't be going to school for awhile, i have a car this time, annd i won't have to worry about paying 500+ a month in rent and barely making enough money to get by (like i did before i moved away) I think if i go back everything is going to be different.. when i think about it, i pretty much just wanted to run away from everything going on in my life at the moment, with school, and work, and transportation issues, and money problems, and my living situation. So i'm coming back.
work is going really well.. i got a raise already :)
I spent thanksgiving with blake and her family, and it was amazingg the food was so good and her family was pretty awesome.
I just picked my dad up from the airport tonight, its kinda weird having him here i thought it was gonna be a little awkward at first but i actually think its gonna be alright.
I'm in desperate need of a tan.
When i get back from rochester I'll be living with blake for about a month and then i'm on my way..