copy from my first myspace blog

[fencingshark]

Well I am going to give this a shot. I think i am going to leave everyone alone for a while I feel that I am being a burdon to my friends so I feel that it would be best if i just let them be. I'm tired of being a doormat for people to walk over. I am to eager to jump into things and for that I get hurt. I have always spent so much time worring about what mad others happy I think its about time to do what makes me happy. there is just one problem I dont know what that is that will make me happy. So I am just going to search for that for a while. It might mean I leave school and I know some people will yell at me for that but i dont feel like i am acomplishing anything anymore. Maybe a shot of reality will make me realize something. Who knows

And thats the way it was in the mind of me. Good afternoon good evening and goodnight