Despite
Despite my ailing lungs (more tests are two weeks off) I have been trying to get back to a normal life. Biking to work, rehearsing with the opera (stage fighting of course), physical activities with my child. Man am I freaking bushed. Trying to stay positive, and stave of the edge of depression that is creeping into my exhausted state. Restrictive diet may be contributing to that- withdrawal symptoms to carbohydrate addiction. But I don't want to be even a little overweight when I don't know what challenges my body might be up against health-wise. I work in a hospital environment, I know damn well that an unhealthy weight compounds all other health problems, and can sabotage one's prognosis.