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... well i hate how when i thought things couldn't get any worse, and they did. Gosh darn it... it's finally happened. One of my siblings has decided to go to live with my dad splitting up the family even more... My sister Amy has been a real pain in the butt lately and she's been especially annoying lately (i think it has to do with my parents goign to court) Anyway, she umm... put a hole in the wall Monday night, didn't go to school Tuesday, and i just found out today was that she's goign to live with my dad now... Gosh darn it... my mom is now more pissed than ever before and i just don't care about anything anymore. Actually that can't be true because the only things i care about right now are my siblings and my friends... and Ashley more than she'll ever know i think... Why should i care about anything anymore when nothing seems to be going my way anymore... i don't even think i'll be able to play soccer this year for the school cuz of my grades which i don't really care because... it doesn't matter why it's just how it is. My future is deteriorating by the day and i'm doing nothing to stop it at all. Just need to make sure everyone else makes it through so i can be a happy memory and fade away...