I found a liquid cure...
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I’ve been on such an insane roller coaster ride of late. Just look at my last few entries. If you’ve talked to me, look how quickly I go from happy to sad and then back again.
My emotions are absolutely on rampage. It’s all because of someone though. It’s all because of the way that someone has been towards me and treating me. I am absolutely in love. I’m sure some of you have a comment about that. I don’t care. I’m in love. That’s been the fact for quite some time. But something has been so twisted in my stomach it’s made it difficult.
I’m figuring myself out is what I’m doing. Although I think in all reality I’m just going mad. I wrote in my notebook last night. I read it a little later and I hardly even comprehend it. I don’t know what the hell I was talking about. Right now my stomach is upside down and being repetitively kicked.
I have a plan for my future. I know what it is I want to do. At this point, I just hope it works. I just need things to go back to the way they were before. Exactly how they were. Not everything mind you. Just that one thing. I know what I mean and so do they, so what do you care?
I’m a really screwed up kid, you know that? I mean, I do love me the way I am. I’m just saying. I’ve been through too much.
I want to go home now. My yellow bird needs to rescue me,,,//
<3
I’ve been on such an insane roller coaster ride of late. Just look at my last few entries. If you’ve talked to me, look how quickly I go from happy to sad and then back again.
My emotions are absolutely on rampage. It’s all because of someone though. It’s all because of the way that someone has been towards me and treating me. I am absolutely in love. I’m sure some of you have a comment about that. I don’t care. I’m in love. That’s been the fact for quite some time. But something has been so twisted in my stomach it’s made it difficult.
I’m figuring myself out is what I’m doing. Although I think in all reality I’m just going mad. I wrote in my notebook last night. I read it a little later and I hardly even comprehend it. I don’t know what the hell I was talking about. Right now my stomach is upside down and being repetitively kicked.
I have a plan for my future. I know what it is I want to do. At this point, I just hope it works. I just need things to go back to the way they were before. Exactly how they were. Not everything mind you. Just that one thing. I know what I mean and so do they, so what do you care?
I’m a really screwed up kid, you know that? I mean, I do love me the way I am. I’m just saying. I’ve been through too much.
I want to go home now. My yellow bird needs to rescue me,,,//
<3