Apr 19, 2005 17:56
"I've got a story it's almost finished.
Now all I need is someone to tell it to.
Maybe that's you..."
I'm not survivng the day. I'm just not.
Everything is falling apart, and all I can do is watch. Alone.
Because I've been absolutely abbandoned.
It's my fault though. It really is.
For being so FUCKING co-dependent.
What's sad is anyone who will help can't.
And anyone who won't help could.
There's one person who I though above all else would understand.
Who would help me.
And save me.
Instead they abbandoned me the fastest.
And it's still my fault.
I'm done bitching. I really am.
You really should tell me what you really think of me.
I don't think I'm going anywhere beyond this.
I really don't