Sep 29, 2003 03:18
You guys this weather is amazingly uplifting and it's acting as a sort of therepy. My bed is by an open window and it's 49 degrees. I can hear the leaves and trees blowing in the wind outside my window and the breeze flows onto me. It's just so mind boggling at how amazing and great nature really is. It makes me feel so new and refreshed and alive. Moreso at night than day, probably because it's darker, yet, dispite the fact I am scared somewhat of the dark.
Anyway. I love it, I wish it was like this always. Makes me long to want to move onto winter, but I know that I gotta live these months and days one at a time. That's the great thing about life. Waking up, not knowing what the day holds, not knowing if you will drop dead. I love that saying too, Live each day like its your last, because it's so true. You never know waht the day will bring, so go ahead and live it like YOU want to. Do the things you want to do, and never have any regrets. Which of course is more easily said than done, but at least strive to make an effort to do it.
Has anyone else noticed how the night sky has a particular smell to it? It's like soft jasmine here with a tint of hickory or some sort of wood and smoke. I love that smell, expecially during winter, when everyone has their fireplaces lit and the smell of firewood can be smelled miles away. It reminds me of christmas. An aamzing christmas where its windy and cold and snowy, and your all huddled around the hearth of the fireplace just laughing and sharing stories of the past and awaiting christmas. I love it.
my mom has this clock that has a certain ring on it, when it chimes the hours, ya know. Well, she winds it up during autumn and christmas, and when you hear this chime, you just get this feeling of christmas and old feelings and thoughts come into your head and it sort of makes you melancholy. I love that feeling. It definatly pushes me onto the verge of tears. I could go on for hours but I need to get to bed. School in the morning.
Bonne nuit,
<3 Anna.