so what.......
i am so tired of not sleeping not eating im turning my self into something im not and for what for someone who doesnt even care what the fuck is going on with me she calls and makes me feel even worse. last night was the worst i mean some days are better then others but last night was our anniversary or it would of been.... i know i was the only one who thought about it because she didnt even call... the last time i talked to her she said that her ex knows she single and wants to get back with her my question is why would you want to be with some one who hurt you and cheated on you laughed at using you and didnt care how she felt? it all pointless to me i just want this to be all over just when i think everything is going to be alright it aint i guess i aint as strong as i like to be if i was i would be better by now am im not what is wrong with me and the person that could fix it all is her... people can be so cruel.