Jul 19, 2005 22:53
let go your heart
let go your head
and feel it now
i saw this kid today who ive had this very warm spot for since freshman year tho i never talked to him until this year. yeah so it was silly the kind of crush i had on him because it was one of those "oh...you have a grrlfriend" situations. i was talking to paula yesterday and she mentioned him and a few of her other friends and then today i saw them ALL (minus paula). weird shit written in the stars.
it's just a sad pull to have. such a crazy magnetism to someone and not be able to just go up to them. it was silly but it was so hard for me to even look at him because of the crazy attractioin i felt toward him. so i naturally didnt know how to just be his friend. it was the kind of feeling where i wanted to dance in the grass with him and frolick in the beautiful spring weather. it's silly to not be able to just think of him as a friend. doesn't seem fair to him. but i suppose it is just one of those learning steps.
i have a new addition to my life for the next ten days : HAMPSTER!!!
megan's hampster FLAPJACK aka FATTY HAMPSTER..
i love her