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i returned from europe last night.
madrid and paris
i feel so heavy
my birthday is in 23 days. im gonna be 18 and im still feeling this emptiness. im at a strange point in my life, naturally
i will be leaving in four months and a day for hampshire college. im going to be leaving my parents
im excited for the journey but so so sad and scared
i will also be on npr talking about the wtc. i dont know how i feel about this
i finished that poeme, which is indeed one of the reasons i was chosen to be on npr.
im affraid. im just affraid and empty
but im happy too
i am in no need of marijuana at the moment, and i dont think for a while. i smoked for the first time in a month on thursday in paris. it was a beautiful night with bernie and athena
i love everyone
i love you
madrid and paris
i feel so heavy
my birthday is in 23 days. im gonna be 18 and im still feeling this emptiness. im at a strange point in my life, naturally
i will be leaving in four months and a day for hampshire college. im going to be leaving my parents
im excited for the journey but so so sad and scared
i will also be on npr talking about the wtc. i dont know how i feel about this
i finished that poeme, which is indeed one of the reasons i was chosen to be on npr.
im affraid. im just affraid and empty
but im happy too
i am in no need of marijuana at the moment, and i dont think for a while. i smoked for the first time in a month on thursday in paris. it was a beautiful night with bernie and athena
i love everyone
i love you