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So, apparently my friends from highschool are all still in contact with each other... but none of them really talk to ME.
This is partially my fault, because I haven't made a whole hell of a lot of effort to keep in touch, but I feel (perhaps inappropriately) hurt.
I mean, sure, there are a lot of people I wasn't that close to, and therefore don't need to be in close contact with, but there are several that I find myself actively missing... aaaaaand then I don't do anything because I assume they don't think about me. Oh, lack of self-esteem, why do you fuck with me so?
Validation? (Gentle) criticism? Pep talk? Anything?
This is partially my fault, because I haven't made a whole hell of a lot of effort to keep in touch, but I feel (perhaps inappropriately) hurt.
I mean, sure, there are a lot of people I wasn't that close to, and therefore don't need to be in close contact with, but there are several that I find myself actively missing... aaaaaand then I don't do anything because I assume they don't think about me. Oh, lack of self-esteem, why do you fuck with me so?
Validation? (Gentle) criticism? Pep talk? Anything?