personal ramblings...
; BEATS Summertime - A1
well well, firstoff, message to everyone!
tracy; thanks a load for the comments! - as well as to everyone commentin`! keep them comin`! lol.
aj lol, *mimicks the one from ed* objecshun, yoh onoh, objecshun! !!! LOL ;p many lawyer tv shows, eh? hehe. actually, it`s not a bad idea - it crossed my mind from time to time, to take law, but...ha, i`m not very good at addressing people and almost yelling *kinda* =p lol. it scares me as much as it scares the ones being questioned, so yeah. ehe. and see, smallville rawkz!!! *;]| of course, my boyfriend`s there eh... =)
martin: congrats to being hosted at skilled!! lol. wish me luck at getting hosted at harmoniQz!! ehe *;]|
karen: okay lng if you`re not free on monday!! i think i wouldn`t have been able to go swimming anyway...i was gonna tell you, until i saw your blog. have fun bowling!! oh, and i saw cheaper by the dozen in cd warehouse, $40 lang! - just in case. ;p
maui: ehe, hows you?? still waiting for your blog. got that?? LOL
shaf: eyy!! i`m also waiting for your blog. hmmm! ;] i`m doing better, by the way,...haha!
*brb! that`s so raven`s on tv!*
back!!! lol, i totally <3 that show ;] anyway, as for oprah, which i watched today, but didn`t watch yesterday...i guess, the topics are getting a little, i don`t know..not bad bad, but...more serious topics. ah well. wish it`s better tomorrow. i discovered there`s oprah at 9 am as well!! - i think. ehe. well well, i`ll check tomorrow.
hmmmm. you know...*nah* i decided not to expose it. i`m not miserable, am i? =) it`s amazing; i`m not supposed to care in the first place, but i guess i do. and, this all actually inspired me to write a song ^_O weird.
I Won`t
i wouldn`t have thought it would come to this
call it intuition, or sixth sense
but i should`ve known
with only little signs shown
so this is where the long road ends
so much to thinking we were becoming friends
i must`ve been reading non-existing signs
and hoped that one day you`ll be mine
looks like that ain`t gonna happen now
well i just wanted to shout
yes, i love you
yes, i do, but...
i won`t drown in misery
i won`t let you ruin me
not like this, i`ll let me be
there`s no more us (there never was)
now it`s you and her
and `though i`m gonna accept defeat
i won`t burn with anger`s heat
i won`t drive myself to the edge
for you are not worth being depressed
this ain`t the pits because
i`m not that down
friendly words, oh she rocks
he`s cute, he`s sweet, i love him much
well you know what? i don`t care
true enough, life isn`t fair
well, have a happy ending then!
don`t let me see you together again
and as for me i`ll swim this through,
yes, i could
yes, i would and
i won`t drown in misery
i won`t let you ruin me
not like this, i`ll let me be
there`s no more us (there never was)
now it`s you and her
and `though i`m gonna accept defeat
i won`t burn with anger`s heat
i won`t drive myself to the edge
for you are not worth being depressed
this ain`t the pits because
i`m not that down
oh yes
i`m more than just `you and me`
and news flash
i`m over you completely
i won`t drown in misery
i won`t let you ruin me
not like this, i`ll let me be
there`s no more us (there never was)
now it`s you and her
and `though i`m gonna accept defeat
i won`t burn with anger`s heat
i won`t drive myself to the edge
for you are not worth being depressed
this ain`t the pits because
i`m not that down...
=D i guess, it`s self-explanatory. LOL. and i actually felt like playing the piano =p or keyboard, at least. harhar...i haven`t touched that thing in a loong time. ah well. this, at least, brings more than confusion, if you know what i mean... lol, i just played and came up with another piece! *;]| it`s not a wow-so-good! one, of course not. i barely continued grade 2. it`s just a simple one, not very long...and it sounds kind of, different. just a few keys. harhar. well well...
...since wednesday, or so, i`ve been alienated to the computer o_O i`ve been itching to get out of the house all day. me & maynard went to play basketball, or rather he played and i just dribbled and shot hoops =p lol. rare shots, by me. haiii. lol. i just needed to get my mind off things, and that actually helped *;]| i might go again on monday. anything, as long it gets me outta the house....
so, this was loong. *;]| ah well. it dinner time now, ehe...ciao!
well well, firstoff, message to everyone!
tracy; thanks a load for the comments! - as well as to everyone commentin`! keep them comin`! lol.
aj lol, *mimicks the one from ed* objecshun, yoh onoh, objecshun! !!! LOL ;p many lawyer tv shows, eh? hehe. actually, it`s not a bad idea - it crossed my mind from time to time, to take law, but...ha, i`m not very good at addressing people and almost yelling *kinda* =p lol. it scares me as much as it scares the ones being questioned, so yeah. ehe. and see, smallville rawkz!!! *;]| of course, my boyfriend`s there eh... =)
martin: congrats to being hosted at skilled!! lol. wish me luck at getting hosted at harmoniQz!! ehe *;]|
karen: okay lng if you`re not free on monday!! i think i wouldn`t have been able to go swimming anyway...i was gonna tell you, until i saw your blog. have fun bowling!! oh, and i saw cheaper by the dozen in cd warehouse, $40 lang! - just in case. ;p
maui: ehe, hows you?? still waiting for your blog. got that?? LOL
shaf: eyy!! i`m also waiting for your blog. hmmm! ;] i`m doing better, by the way,...haha!
*brb! that`s so raven`s on tv!*
back!!! lol, i totally <3 that show ;] anyway, as for oprah, which i watched today, but didn`t watch yesterday...i guess, the topics are getting a little, i don`t know..not bad bad, but...more serious topics. ah well. wish it`s better tomorrow. i discovered there`s oprah at 9 am as well!! - i think. ehe. well well, i`ll check tomorrow.
hmmmm. you know...*nah* i decided not to expose it. i`m not miserable, am i? =) it`s amazing; i`m not supposed to care in the first place, but i guess i do. and, this all actually inspired me to write a song ^_O weird.
I Won`t
i wouldn`t have thought it would come to this
call it intuition, or sixth sense
but i should`ve known
with only little signs shown
so this is where the long road ends
so much to thinking we were becoming friends
i must`ve been reading non-existing signs
and hoped that one day you`ll be mine
looks like that ain`t gonna happen now
well i just wanted to shout
yes, i love you
yes, i do, but...
i won`t drown in misery
i won`t let you ruin me
not like this, i`ll let me be
there`s no more us (there never was)
now it`s you and her
and `though i`m gonna accept defeat
i won`t burn with anger`s heat
i won`t drive myself to the edge
for you are not worth being depressed
this ain`t the pits because
i`m not that down
friendly words, oh she rocks
he`s cute, he`s sweet, i love him much
well you know what? i don`t care
true enough, life isn`t fair
well, have a happy ending then!
don`t let me see you together again
and as for me i`ll swim this through,
yes, i could
yes, i would and
i won`t drown in misery
i won`t let you ruin me
not like this, i`ll let me be
there`s no more us (there never was)
now it`s you and her
and `though i`m gonna accept defeat
i won`t burn with anger`s heat
i won`t drive myself to the edge
for you are not worth being depressed
this ain`t the pits because
i`m not that down
oh yes
i`m more than just `you and me`
and news flash
i`m over you completely
i won`t drown in misery
i won`t let you ruin me
not like this, i`ll let me be
there`s no more us (there never was)
now it`s you and her
and `though i`m gonna accept defeat
i won`t burn with anger`s heat
i won`t drive myself to the edge
for you are not worth being depressed
this ain`t the pits because
i`m not that down...
=D i guess, it`s self-explanatory. LOL. and i actually felt like playing the piano =p or keyboard, at least. harhar...i haven`t touched that thing in a loong time. ah well. this, at least, brings more than confusion, if you know what i mean... lol, i just played and came up with another piece! *;]| it`s not a wow-so-good! one, of course not. i barely continued grade 2. it`s just a simple one, not very long...and it sounds kind of, different. just a few keys. harhar. well well...
...since wednesday, or so, i`ve been alienated to the computer o_O i`ve been itching to get out of the house all day. me & maynard went to play basketball, or rather he played and i just dribbled and shot hoops =p lol. rare shots, by me. haiii. lol. i just needed to get my mind off things, and that actually helped *;]| i might go again on monday. anything, as long it gets me outta the house....
so, this was loong. *;]| ah well. it dinner time now, ehe...ciao!