May 12, 2004 21:02
i maybe want to join the military.
food for thought. it has been for years.
literally.
.
my heart is in my throat and i want
to fucking PUKE. i feel sick and its
fuckin gross. i hate it.
note: i did NOT mean that in an emo
"omg my shredded heart is making me
sick." kindof way. i meant that in a
very literal way.
but, who gives a fuck if im sick anyway.
i don't, so whatever.
hahaha life is such a joke. i love it.
MIND OVER MATTER. that's my new outlook
on life. mental stability is fucking
hard, but i can do it. i've made it this
far, so i can keep going. maybe.
<3. and