There's just no point anymore.
I failed my first project of this year. I think i'm the only one who's failed. I have to redo it, when doing the final project alone is hard enough. I get the feeling that my tutor doesn't think i should be on the course. He thinks i failed the project because of my absences, but i was still in college when i did it. Trying to stay strong for the people around me but inside i just don't want to anymore. I just wanna give up. Why did this have to happen on my final degree year? the one that actually matters. Why can't i be allowed a chance at life after everything i've already been through? But now, all my debt will be for nothing, i might scrape a pass if i'm lucky. I won't get a good job. It'll have been a total waste of time. and if i don't get better then i will have no life.