Oct 21, 2005 12:57
For some reason today feels like the worst day of my life. This is ridiculous because I'm positive I've had worse days.
my heart feels broken, and I feel like i'm talking walls. yet again silenced by others' selfishness. Here I thought i was the most lazy person, yet I, above mostly everyone i've met, am willing to work the hardest. I can't spell it out more clearly.
I always thought the person who would understand me the most, aside from God, would be someone who has felt what I felt/feel. I am finding this to be far from true. No one wants to be reminded of life's problems even though every single person is immersed in them. So sorry to bring a sense of reality to everyone's lives. If we can't get past the sucky things in life than what else is there?