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i wish she didn't make me feel so bad, and i wish i didn't miss something that probably was never real.
but it was to me, and it felt like my insides were dropping out looking at those pictures tonight.
i guess i am really sad that he dosen't want anything to do with me, and normally i would give it up i don't know what it is about him that has been so hard for me to let off.
i don't feel well and i think she is probably one of the fakest/worst people i have met in my entire life and i'm sorry he MIGHT marry her oh well.
life.
but it was to me, and it felt like my insides were dropping out looking at those pictures tonight.
i guess i am really sad that he dosen't want anything to do with me, and normally i would give it up i don't know what it is about him that has been so hard for me to let off.
i don't feel well and i think she is probably one of the fakest/worst people i have met in my entire life and i'm sorry he MIGHT marry her oh well.
life.