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The photos on facebook seemed so ... ... distant.
I still cant get away from school omg HOW?
Like it was the first camp when i went into NUS and now i'm just a bystander.
So awkward, really awkward position to be at.
I hate to think about it but whenever I think about it, I just feel sad.
After I get the sadness, I'll start to tell myself there's no point being sad and i'll be positive again :D
Then I'll fall back into the cycle, yet again! ARGH :((
I wish this will not last long.
But I know it's just a WISH cuz I think it will last for quite awhile.
I want to head school everyday for my favourite 10am lecture, see my bus eye-candy on 188, walk to LT11, eat lunch with dear used-to-be usuals (now disbanded).
Talk cock, sing song, sing nonsense, nonsense yelling and nonsensical laughing in soc room.
Then go home ONLY AFTER dinner-time:DD
and and i shall stop before i cry :)
goodnight world
I still cant get away from school omg HOW?
Like it was the first camp when i went into NUS and now i'm just a bystander.
So awkward, really awkward position to be at.
I hate to think about it but whenever I think about it, I just feel sad.
After I get the sadness, I'll start to tell myself there's no point being sad and i'll be positive again :D
Then I'll fall back into the cycle, yet again! ARGH :((
I wish this will not last long.
But I know it's just a WISH cuz I think it will last for quite awhile.
I want to head school everyday for my favourite 10am lecture, see my bus eye-candy on 188, walk to LT11, eat lunch with dear used-to-be usuals (now disbanded).
Talk cock, sing song, sing nonsense, nonsense yelling and nonsensical laughing in soc room.
Then go home ONLY AFTER dinner-time:DD
and and i shall stop before i cry :)
goodnight world