everything you never knew
Wow. I am suddenly overcome with a desire to be brutally honest. I don't have anything bad to say. Just things that must be said because I do believe they are eating away at my soul. And I want to say them here because that's the easy way out. Avoid confrontation. Generally, I am not afraid. I'm okay with expressing myself to people. But in this case, a crucial confrontation seems nigh impossible. I just can't understand my fear.
In spite of my extreme and overall happiness throughout the course of the day, I have been made to feel inadequate and unintelligent. I don't think it was intentionally and this is most likely me overreacting due to a number of energy shifts in the force, but the fact of the matter is I am still hurt. I won't be tomorrow. Someone needs to take my computer away.
I mustn't let this become a crutch. I don't know what to think anymore.
I'll just keep reminding myself how very much my friends love me and how I love them in return. My life is amazing, I don't think I'd want it any other way. Living through struggle makes me the wiser and my love stronger for my life itself and all the wonderful people in it.
In spite of my extreme and overall happiness throughout the course of the day, I have been made to feel inadequate and unintelligent. I don't think it was intentionally and this is most likely me overreacting due to a number of energy shifts in the force, but the fact of the matter is I am still hurt. I won't be tomorrow. Someone needs to take my computer away.
I mustn't let this become a crutch. I don't know what to think anymore.
I'll just keep reminding myself how very much my friends love me and how I love them in return. My life is amazing, I don't think I'd want it any other way. Living through struggle makes me the wiser and my love stronger for my life itself and all the wonderful people in it.