Sep 21, 2006 08:37
What the-
Could it really be a post?
I'm sorry for the lack of updates lately guys... I either find my life is far too interesting to find time to post, or far too boring :P
That, and my computer crashed so Steve and I are down to one computer now (the horror)
I am home all day today and tomorow thanks to having all my wisdom teeth out yesterday (x4). I have suspiciously similar cheeks to Kirby, and my diet consists of Boost, pudding, ice cream and mash potatos (This is the life people). Arent T3's supposed to really knock you out? I felt kind of hyper on them...
Currently life, albeit strange, is alright. I am going to UCFV mondays and tuesdays to upgrade some math and biology. I dont know where I will take it after that, but working at Stream for the last 2 years really opened my eyes to the fact that a secondary education is something incredibly important. I am still part time at Stream. I have learned the art of infinite patience. Especially for stupid people....most of the time.
Mom and Dad have finally hit that rocky edge in their marriage. Mom has decided that the answers to her problems are to divorce Dad and live on her own. Naturally, I am there mediator since they both feel that they can open up to me (Emily is a little less tolerant to the emotional going-ons of the family). As for whos side I'm on - Neither. Purhaps Mom is being a little rash and obsessive. When she gets an idea in her head, it is hard to convince her otherwise. Especially with a barrage of psychiatrists on her side. Although, I can definetly see that the relationship hasnt been there for years. Dad I think has troubles confronting and opening up (Coming from a very reserved German background), and sometimes Mom can be a very difficult person to reason with. He tried to fix things when she mentioned she wanted to leave him (Bought her a computer, took her to Tofino ect.) But maybe it was too little too late. It's hard to speculate, especially when I am their daughter. It is natural I would want them to stay together, even if I know it isnt for the best.
It hasnt helped that my Grandma passed away last month. The pancreatic cancer slowly removed her from our lives forever. She will be sorely missed by her many family, friends, and fellow Eastern Star members. No longer will I get to hear her say her trademark "Well I'll be darned!".
Other than that, I have started my first acrylic painting in two years. I will take a picture for you when it is done. I think lowering my dose of Cylexa has really brought me back from creative Zombie land, and on to feeling emotions again. Now If only I didnt go so crazy when I am completely off of it!