I think things will be ok
I know this is horribly large, put together, and overwhelming. I think that's ok.
I really want to send christmas cards this year so if you want one leave me your address. I don't care how close or how far you live, it really doesn't matter, even if I see you everyday or have never spoken to you before. I'll screen the comments so creepers don't send you porn, once I figure out how to do that.