ohhhhhhh boy.......
So Eddie randomly called like 2 seconds ago. I was sleeping and barely recognized his voice. Eddie..remember him? The one i swore i was head over heels for.Apparently he's making alot of money and wants to come back here from New York and finished what was started. Ok. Thats nice. One problem... I DONT. one more thing.. if i tell him this hell sieriously slit his wrists. I can totally picture him coming back and trying to get all lovey-dovey in a corner with me...that would fuckin suck. I know hell ask if i have a boyfreind, and when he does ill tell him the truth. Im not attracted to Eddie whatsoever anymore. No regrets, no wishes.. nothing. just neautral and being over him. Im just dandy with seeing him again, and im also just dandy with NEVER seeing him again. thats how over him i am.