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yesterday was a pretty upsetting day.
Julia is going through some rough times so I bought her
a bouqet of wild flowers that looked like a halloween mix.
I wrote "flowers for my bootch" on them and made little ghosts
on the wrapper.
she came to class with me and then after we went to a camera store
to get her camera repaired.
for some reason I didnt go to class last night. I think I just wanted to
be with her since she was having such a bad day and I know she appreciated the company.
my day wasn't the greatest either.
now I am falling behind and that stresses me out.
I hate these waves of uncertainty.
I want some consistency.
I miss being in love with someone.