The darker side
Title: Into the darkness
Pairing: Jack/Sawyer
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Language and graphic sex. Please don't read if you're not into swearing, male slash and/or Jawyer. You might get offended in that case.
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: I don’t own them
Author's notes: English is not my first language. Therefore stupid grammar mistakes excist
Summary: Takes place after a delirious Sawyer confessed his love for Kate. Not sure in which ep. that was...
Sawyer, Jack and John went into the jungle to find Michael (I think, it's not really important though;)) but Sawyer and Jack lost John.
“Oh, fuck you doc!”
Jack had no idea how they had managed to start another fight. He knew he was mad at Sawyer, deep down, but he promised himself not to let Sawyer get him again. The words Sawyer had spoken, about loving Kate, were still going through his head. So he loved Kate, but that was already clear to Jack. It was more interesting to find out how Kate felt, about either one of them. He hated Sawyer, but he wasn’t exactly sure whether he just hated him for the egocentric person that he was or for the fact that he was his rival when it came to Kate.
They were in the jungle, just the two of them now. Jack wondered where exactly they had lost Locke.
”Stop being so selfish now! We need to find John.”
Sawyer rolled his eyes.
”Oh shut up doc! Our boy scout ran away himself. I bet he’s on another mission and you expect me to go back into the darkest places of that damn jungle to find someone who doesn’t want to be found?!”
Jack felt himself getting more angry, every second. He walked towards Sawyer and grabbed his shirt with two hands.
”Yeah Sawyer, that’s exactly what I expect you to do.”
Sawyer started laughing out loud and released himself from Jack’s grip.
”I’m no hero like you are Jackass. And for the record; if you ever grab me like that again you’re a dead man.”
Jack started laughing now too, sarcastically.
”Kate was right; you just want to be hated.”
Sawyer looked at him, angry. His expression became rigid.
”What are you saying?”
Jack came closer, again. Face to face they stood against each other, feeling the other’s breath.
”You heard me. She told me she thinks you do all the cruel things you do just because you want us to hate you. And guess what? You’re doing a great job!”
Jack spoke slowly, knowing he was hitting a weak spot now.
This time Sawyer grabbed Jack, not saying anything. He always knew something to say, but this time he was speechless. He felt betrayed by Kate. And figured out by both Jack and Kate.
”So, out of words now, huh?”
Jack felt powerful. But he had pushed Sawyer over the edge.
He moaned when his head hit the ground. With just one firm push Sawyer had managed to floor him. He felt his heavy weight on him and saw that Sawyer was ready to punch him in the face. Just before Sawyer’s fist would hit his cheek he grabbed his wrist and turned his arm around. Sawyer screamed.
Their bodies were colliding as they rolled over the wet grass. Both too proud to loose this fight.
Sawyer’s shirt ripped when he rolled over a branch and he moaned. The branch had scratched right through his shirt and he was bleeding. Jack noticed and let him go.
”Let me have a look at that.”
Sawyer shook his head.
”Yeah, sure! Just cause me to start bleeding in the first place and then fix it to make yourself feel better again!”
Jack had had enough. He couldn’t stand it anymore. Without saying a word he just grabbed Sawyer’s shirt and pulled it over his head.
”What the hell are you doing?!”
Sawyer was confused, too confused to do anything. Jack touched his back and tried to check the wound. But it was getting dark, too dark for Jack to see anything. Anything but Sawyer’s body contours. Sawyer tried to get up, not aware that Jack’s left leg was lying between his own legs. He fell down again and felt Jack’s leg in his crotch now. He didn’t want it and it was the last thing on his mind right now but apparently his body was confused. He felt his cock getting hard. Jack noticed it too. He tried to remove his leg, uncomfortable by this but it got stuck under Sawyer’s leg. They both started moving, clumsily and their heads collided.
”Damn you Jackass”
Sawyer was as much ashamed of his body’s response to Jack’s leg as he was angry now. Jack leaned on Sawyer’s shoulder in order to get up but the only thing that got up was his cock too now. Sawyer felt it; he felt Jack’s hard cock pricking through the fabric of his jeans. He wasn’t sure whether he wanted to laugh or get really angry.
”Oh, fuck….”
Still with his leg between Sawyer’s legs Jack started rubbing against Sawyer’s dick. He was turned on now, all the anger that had build up was ready to come out. Sawyer moaned and wanted to hit Jack but instead he reached for his zipper.
”Move away doc”
Jack gave Sawyer just enough space for him to open up his zipper. He released his own leg and pushed Sawyer down by pressing his smooth chest. Sawyer lay down and started swearing when he felt another branch in his back. But he didn’t really care; all he felt right now was how Jack was taking off his boxer and started sucking his dick. It grew harder and Jack had the feeling he would choke when he took Sawyer’s entire length in. He let his hands take over.
Sawyer had no idea what was happening right now but lust and the desire to have sex was stronger now than any other feeling. He sat up and grabbed Jack’s shoulders.
”Take off your pants.”
Jack didn’t hesitate and did it, while Sawyer started swearing again.
”Fuck, fuck, fuck!”
Jack sat down on his hands and knees.
”Go ahead and fuck me then. James….”
He spoke his name, Sawyer’s real name. It caused Sawyer’s heart to beat even faster and he wet the top of his penis.
”Your wish is my command, doc”
Jack didn’t expect him to be tender or gentle, but he was still caught off guard when Sawyer entered him in one full thrust. He made a sound that was something in between a scream and a moan. Sawyer grabbed his hips and thrust himself in and out of Jack, over and over again. He started sweating. Jack felt Sawyer’s rough hands on his hips, squeezing him a little bit with every thrust. He felt cold drops of sweat falling down on his ass and lower back. But most of all he felt Sawyer’s big, hard cock growing inside of him, thrusting so hard Jack couldn’t do anything but moaning. He enjoyed the feeling and felt his own dick was still hard too.
Sawyer thrust deeper now, in a slower rhythm and Jack could hear by the way he was breathing and moaning he was close to climaxing. He pushed his ass backwards to let Sawyer in deeper and with doing that he felt the warm seamen float inside of him. Sawyer moaned and let himself fall on Jack’s back for a moment. Then he pulled his dick out of Jack’s body and he sighed, starting to realize what he had done just now.
”Oh, Jesus!”
He took his head in his hands and looked at the ground. His physical need for sex had been satisfied and reality hit hard. He just fucked Jack, of all people. He grabbed his pants and prepared to walk away.
Jack stood up and was standing before him now, with his cock in his hand.
”My turn, you asshole.”
In another time and place Sawyer would have laughed about Jack’s choice of words but he just felt angry and ashamed now.
”Forget it. Help yourself.”
He turned around and walked away, into the darkness.
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(and yeah, this was cruel :P that must be me, since the ending of the Kate/Juliet fic was pretty harsh too :P
Pairing: Jack/Sawyer
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Language and graphic sex. Please don't read if you're not into swearing, male slash and/or Jawyer. You might get offended in that case.
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: I don’t own them
Author's notes: English is not my first language. Therefore stupid grammar mistakes excist
Summary: Takes place after a delirious Sawyer confessed his love for Kate. Not sure in which ep. that was...
Sawyer, Jack and John went into the jungle to find Michael (I think, it's not really important though;)) but Sawyer and Jack lost John.
“Oh, fuck you doc!”
Jack had no idea how they had managed to start another fight. He knew he was mad at Sawyer, deep down, but he promised himself not to let Sawyer get him again. The words Sawyer had spoken, about loving Kate, were still going through his head. So he loved Kate, but that was already clear to Jack. It was more interesting to find out how Kate felt, about either one of them. He hated Sawyer, but he wasn’t exactly sure whether he just hated him for the egocentric person that he was or for the fact that he was his rival when it came to Kate.
They were in the jungle, just the two of them now. Jack wondered where exactly they had lost Locke.
”Stop being so selfish now! We need to find John.”
Sawyer rolled his eyes.
”Oh shut up doc! Our boy scout ran away himself. I bet he’s on another mission and you expect me to go back into the darkest places of that damn jungle to find someone who doesn’t want to be found?!”
Jack felt himself getting more angry, every second. He walked towards Sawyer and grabbed his shirt with two hands.
”Yeah Sawyer, that’s exactly what I expect you to do.”
Sawyer started laughing out loud and released himself from Jack’s grip.
”I’m no hero like you are Jackass. And for the record; if you ever grab me like that again you’re a dead man.”
Jack started laughing now too, sarcastically.
”Kate was right; you just want to be hated.”
Sawyer looked at him, angry. His expression became rigid.
”What are you saying?”
Jack came closer, again. Face to face they stood against each other, feeling the other’s breath.
”You heard me. She told me she thinks you do all the cruel things you do just because you want us to hate you. And guess what? You’re doing a great job!”
Jack spoke slowly, knowing he was hitting a weak spot now.
This time Sawyer grabbed Jack, not saying anything. He always knew something to say, but this time he was speechless. He felt betrayed by Kate. And figured out by both Jack and Kate.
”So, out of words now, huh?”
Jack felt powerful. But he had pushed Sawyer over the edge.
He moaned when his head hit the ground. With just one firm push Sawyer had managed to floor him. He felt his heavy weight on him and saw that Sawyer was ready to punch him in the face. Just before Sawyer’s fist would hit his cheek he grabbed his wrist and turned his arm around. Sawyer screamed.
Their bodies were colliding as they rolled over the wet grass. Both too proud to loose this fight.
Sawyer’s shirt ripped when he rolled over a branch and he moaned. The branch had scratched right through his shirt and he was bleeding. Jack noticed and let him go.
”Let me have a look at that.”
Sawyer shook his head.
”Yeah, sure! Just cause me to start bleeding in the first place and then fix it to make yourself feel better again!”
Jack had had enough. He couldn’t stand it anymore. Without saying a word he just grabbed Sawyer’s shirt and pulled it over his head.
”What the hell are you doing?!”
Sawyer was confused, too confused to do anything. Jack touched his back and tried to check the wound. But it was getting dark, too dark for Jack to see anything. Anything but Sawyer’s body contours. Sawyer tried to get up, not aware that Jack’s left leg was lying between his own legs. He fell down again and felt Jack’s leg in his crotch now. He didn’t want it and it was the last thing on his mind right now but apparently his body was confused. He felt his cock getting hard. Jack noticed it too. He tried to remove his leg, uncomfortable by this but it got stuck under Sawyer’s leg. They both started moving, clumsily and their heads collided.
”Damn you Jackass”
Sawyer was as much ashamed of his body’s response to Jack’s leg as he was angry now. Jack leaned on Sawyer’s shoulder in order to get up but the only thing that got up was his cock too now. Sawyer felt it; he felt Jack’s hard cock pricking through the fabric of his jeans. He wasn’t sure whether he wanted to laugh or get really angry.
”Oh, fuck….”
Still with his leg between Sawyer’s legs Jack started rubbing against Sawyer’s dick. He was turned on now, all the anger that had build up was ready to come out. Sawyer moaned and wanted to hit Jack but instead he reached for his zipper.
”Move away doc”
Jack gave Sawyer just enough space for him to open up his zipper. He released his own leg and pushed Sawyer down by pressing his smooth chest. Sawyer lay down and started swearing when he felt another branch in his back. But he didn’t really care; all he felt right now was how Jack was taking off his boxer and started sucking his dick. It grew harder and Jack had the feeling he would choke when he took Sawyer’s entire length in. He let his hands take over.
Sawyer had no idea what was happening right now but lust and the desire to have sex was stronger now than any other feeling. He sat up and grabbed Jack’s shoulders.
”Take off your pants.”
Jack didn’t hesitate and did it, while Sawyer started swearing again.
”Fuck, fuck, fuck!”
Jack sat down on his hands and knees.
”Go ahead and fuck me then. James….”
He spoke his name, Sawyer’s real name. It caused Sawyer’s heart to beat even faster and he wet the top of his penis.
”Your wish is my command, doc”
Jack didn’t expect him to be tender or gentle, but he was still caught off guard when Sawyer entered him in one full thrust. He made a sound that was something in between a scream and a moan. Sawyer grabbed his hips and thrust himself in and out of Jack, over and over again. He started sweating. Jack felt Sawyer’s rough hands on his hips, squeezing him a little bit with every thrust. He felt cold drops of sweat falling down on his ass and lower back. But most of all he felt Sawyer’s big, hard cock growing inside of him, thrusting so hard Jack couldn’t do anything but moaning. He enjoyed the feeling and felt his own dick was still hard too.
Sawyer thrust deeper now, in a slower rhythm and Jack could hear by the way he was breathing and moaning he was close to climaxing. He pushed his ass backwards to let Sawyer in deeper and with doing that he felt the warm seamen float inside of him. Sawyer moaned and let himself fall on Jack’s back for a moment. Then he pulled his dick out of Jack’s body and he sighed, starting to realize what he had done just now.
”Oh, Jesus!”
He took his head in his hands and looked at the ground. His physical need for sex had been satisfied and reality hit hard. He just fucked Jack, of all people. He grabbed his pants and prepared to walk away.
Jack stood up and was standing before him now, with his cock in his hand.
”My turn, you asshole.”
In another time and place Sawyer would have laughed about Jack’s choice of words but he just felt angry and ashamed now.
”Forget it. Help yourself.”
He turned around and walked away, into the darkness.
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(and yeah, this was cruel :P that must be me, since the ending of the Kate/Juliet fic was pretty harsh too :P