good riddens?
he said he wants something " real " when in fact he doesn't know who or what the hell he wants.
in my opinion just because we weren't face to face didn't make our relationship any less real. i guess thats the difference between him and i. he was always real in my life but i was non exsistent in his. if my love for him was fake or phoney would there be so much heartache and confusion? it must be so nice to be in his world, where he never has to be responsible for his actions. now that things have been switched up i hope he feels as insignificant and as convenient as he made me feel back in the day. when it was me who wanted to take things to the next level...it was me who wanted something real. now let me ask ya'll something if you loved a person would you be creeping in chat with a skanky, tacky, no class having chic? would you be up in super chat all hugged up with some tramp ass ho? he wants to try flip shit and say we broke up cause i didnt jump at a chance to meet him. why should i meet him when he's not trust worthy? the truth is we broke up because of that cheap ass trick he's been chilling with. the entire month of july i knew he wasn't acting right, i just needed some concrete evidence. i needed it put right in front of my face so i couldn't make excuses for his tired ass. i wish for once he could stand up and be a man about things but thats never gonna happen because he don't know the first thing about being a real man. i wish him and his current whore all the luck in the world...she's gonna need it. cause like i said he's a lying, unfaithful sorry ass excuse of a man and i don't see him changing who he is. the day will come when she won't know what she saw in him either. the smiles will turn to tears, his love will turn to pain and she will see him as he really is. there isn't a woman out there who can love him enough, who can care for him enough. it gets tiring trying to be ENOUGH for him. in his eyes there is no woman out there worthy of him. he's selfish, self absorbed, self centered and insensitive. he knows nothing of love because he can't see past himself long enough to fall in love with anybody besides himself.
in my opinion just because we weren't face to face didn't make our relationship any less real. i guess thats the difference between him and i. he was always real in my life but i was non exsistent in his. if my love for him was fake or phoney would there be so much heartache and confusion? it must be so nice to be in his world, where he never has to be responsible for his actions. now that things have been switched up i hope he feels as insignificant and as convenient as he made me feel back in the day. when it was me who wanted to take things to the next level...it was me who wanted something real. now let me ask ya'll something if you loved a person would you be creeping in chat with a skanky, tacky, no class having chic? would you be up in super chat all hugged up with some tramp ass ho? he wants to try flip shit and say we broke up cause i didnt jump at a chance to meet him. why should i meet him when he's not trust worthy? the truth is we broke up because of that cheap ass trick he's been chilling with. the entire month of july i knew he wasn't acting right, i just needed some concrete evidence. i needed it put right in front of my face so i couldn't make excuses for his tired ass. i wish for once he could stand up and be a man about things but thats never gonna happen because he don't know the first thing about being a real man. i wish him and his current whore all the luck in the world...she's gonna need it. cause like i said he's a lying, unfaithful sorry ass excuse of a man and i don't see him changing who he is. the day will come when she won't know what she saw in him either. the smiles will turn to tears, his love will turn to pain and she will see him as he really is. there isn't a woman out there who can love him enough, who can care for him enough. it gets tiring trying to be ENOUGH for him. in his eyes there is no woman out there worthy of him. he's selfish, self absorbed, self centered and insensitive. he knows nothing of love because he can't see past himself long enough to fall in love with anybody besides himself.