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I loved my trip to NOLA but that's because I just love that city, the people, the vibe, the architecture....pretty much everything. Getting the news that Levi does have stage 4 cancer on my trip was not good. Reading on FB that it had been confirmed and she went alone to hear the results were not what I wanted or wanted for her but in the end her feelings are the only one that matters. I guess having cancer gives you a pass to disregard anyone else's feelings and gives you permission to say, do, and hurt people who love & care about you because after all it's only about the person with the diagnoses.
I came home so sick and was sicker than I've been in years with strep and then a kidney infection. I'm finally feeling human today.
The day I landed, I seriously thought I might die with my fever so high and just feeling so bad.
Thank god this only happens about once e very 3 years. This week I'll have to get caught up.
I'm still so sad and heartbroken and a myriad of other feelings. I'm going to start going to a therapist for awhile to work through some stuff.
The bright spot in my life is living with Lana. We are super compatible and it's so refreshing to live with someone who isn't constantly making me feel inadequate. Living in a positive environment has been life changing.
I miss my dogs & my old life but I'm trying...
I came home so sick and was sicker than I've been in years with strep and then a kidney infection. I'm finally feeling human today.
The day I landed, I seriously thought I might die with my fever so high and just feeling so bad.
Thank god this only happens about once e very 3 years. This week I'll have to get caught up.
I'm still so sad and heartbroken and a myriad of other feelings. I'm going to start going to a therapist for awhile to work through some stuff.
The bright spot in my life is living with Lana. We are super compatible and it's so refreshing to live with someone who isn't constantly making me feel inadequate. Living in a positive environment has been life changing.
I miss my dogs & my old life but I'm trying...