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Days like today are too good to be true,
no really .. i'm on a crying binge.
As much as I try not to be negative, I am.& as much as I say i'm fine, i'm not. Certain things that happen during the day just bring me down so much. Like today, seeing Nick& G made me feel so cold-hearted, but then seeing people like Rebecca I feel wonderful.
This temporary satisfaction is not helping.
Other things like being nagged on at school, people after school like T. Even J, she might not know how much she hurts me when she says things, but she really does.& I can barely even stand to be around her anymore.
My dad is major though. We're always fighting & he never understands how I feel. If I try to defend myself he says "I have an answer for everything" & if I earn the grades he says will allow me to do anything & I do, he just changes why I can't do things to something else, for some other reasons. He could've just said no & let that be the end of it, but he had to start an arguement. I hope he's happy. He's just as closed-minded as he thinks I am.
I think i'm just going to take a shower, the best place to have a cry& drown my sorrows in music. Goodnight.
no really .. i'm on a crying binge.
As much as I try not to be negative, I am.& as much as I say i'm fine, i'm not. Certain things that happen during the day just bring me down so much. Like today, seeing Nick& G made me feel so cold-hearted, but then seeing people like Rebecca I feel wonderful.
This temporary satisfaction is not helping.
Other things like being nagged on at school, people after school like T. Even J, she might not know how much she hurts me when she says things, but she really does.& I can barely even stand to be around her anymore.
My dad is major though. We're always fighting & he never understands how I feel. If I try to defend myself he says "I have an answer for everything" & if I earn the grades he says will allow me to do anything & I do, he just changes why I can't do things to something else, for some other reasons. He could've just said no & let that be the end of it, but he had to start an arguement. I hope he's happy. He's just as closed-minded as he thinks I am.
I think i'm just going to take a shower, the best place to have a cry& drown my sorrows in music. Goodnight.