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I am feeling secretly and vaguely uncertain about all of this.
This includes the stagnant lifestyle, the roles we play, the grand production of our lives lived in this city in all of it's suffocating madness.
Perhaps it is time for working hard and money saving at the moment... and then changes, leaving and learning. Yearning in these bones! Yearning in this deep set heart for freedom and adventure.
Biking across Cuba? Yoga Teacher Training in India? Practicum somewhere else... Project supervisor for Canada World Youth?? I can't stop thinking that this is the only chance we get to live these lives, and I don't want to regret toiling away my 20's in Winnipeg... working so hard that I don't have energy to live.
I know I will come back... my home is here and at the moment so is my heart. But my spirit and my soul need to leave for a while.
This includes the stagnant lifestyle, the roles we play, the grand production of our lives lived in this city in all of it's suffocating madness.
Perhaps it is time for working hard and money saving at the moment... and then changes, leaving and learning. Yearning in these bones! Yearning in this deep set heart for freedom and adventure.
Biking across Cuba? Yoga Teacher Training in India? Practicum somewhere else... Project supervisor for Canada World Youth?? I can't stop thinking that this is the only chance we get to live these lives, and I don't want to regret toiling away my 20's in Winnipeg... working so hard that I don't have energy to live.
I know I will come back... my home is here and at the moment so is my heart. But my spirit and my soul need to leave for a while.