Today started off ok!
Today started off ok, but went bad quickly. I will spare you all the details. A lot of it wasn’t pretty. Though, it was enlightening to say the least. I have spared my friends. Kept my distance, not knowing exactly why, I just didn’t want to be around anyone. Then I got sick, really, really sick. Medco messed up our medication, refused to ship them, I was out of Meds for almost 2 ½ months ! Which made all kinds of wonderful things happen to my body, for example I couldn’t walk without sever pain, I could barely breathe, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat. I think I even glowed in the dark! It wasn’t till we threaten to get a lawyer and sue did we start to see some positive progress.
So, I got my medication on Monday. Well, partially. My dad was recently in the hospital. It was his heart again. I couldn’t go see him because I was sick. They wouldn’t let me and though I was upset about it I understood. Lastly, I am still unemployed. I’ve interviewed a few times and was told I am over qualified, been told we will get back to you and then they don’t. I’ve been told we will give you a call on Friday to schedule a second interview and then don’t. I was double booked once, given the wrong office location and then rushed through an interview and treated like it was my fault. But, the best interview I’ve had lasted 7 minutes. For the two hours it took me to get up, get dressed, drive there and wait to be seen. He gave me 7 minutes. 7! Why? Oh, it’s because he had a conference call. I asked oh, unexpected? He said, “No, not at all. It’s every Wednesday at 8am” Yeah, I don’t remember much after my eyes rolled back into my head.
I didn’t burn that bridge. I NUKED it!
My anger is epic.. I’ve NEVER been so angry before.. At least I know why now, it goes a little deeper than mere irritation. I just don’t know how to get back to my normal happy go lucky self. I’ve always been the glass is half full kind of girl. The optimist, now I’m just picking fights just hoping for someone to take a swing at me, verbal or otherwise.
So, I got my medication on Monday. Well, partially. My dad was recently in the hospital. It was his heart again. I couldn’t go see him because I was sick. They wouldn’t let me and though I was upset about it I understood. Lastly, I am still unemployed. I’ve interviewed a few times and was told I am over qualified, been told we will get back to you and then they don’t. I’ve been told we will give you a call on Friday to schedule a second interview and then don’t. I was double booked once, given the wrong office location and then rushed through an interview and treated like it was my fault. But, the best interview I’ve had lasted 7 minutes. For the two hours it took me to get up, get dressed, drive there and wait to be seen. He gave me 7 minutes. 7! Why? Oh, it’s because he had a conference call. I asked oh, unexpected? He said, “No, not at all. It’s every Wednesday at 8am” Yeah, I don’t remember much after my eyes rolled back into my head.
I didn’t burn that bridge. I NUKED it!
My anger is epic.. I’ve NEVER been so angry before.. At least I know why now, it goes a little deeper than mere irritation. I just don’t know how to get back to my normal happy go lucky self. I’ve always been the glass is half full kind of girl. The optimist, now I’m just picking fights just hoping for someone to take a swing at me, verbal or otherwise.