i think i am thinking too much
life is funny ya know. too many thingsa rea going on and i need advice but no one can talk to me. it sucks. i am waiting until second hour is over. i guess i should call myself in to school. how o they know if it is you or not. i feel very abandoned. i feel useless. i guess my life is so boring and dead ended that dont even reallyhave a life anymore. things are lame. i never thought that it could turn out this way. you know howwhen things are going really great and then they go downhill. i dont really know what to think. i really do hate being vague but i really just need o talk to somebody outside of my own well circle if you could say. i am not sure where my life is going. maybe i should just relax and do what i feel and just be logical about it. arg i can say anything else. bye