Stress
So it seems that I'm finding myself with more and more to do. It's really annoying, and I dont technically have time to do anything but I'm still doing it. I should be transferring to Western Washington soon, although I'm afraid that they might have to high of standards for an average student like me. Also I have to fill out the GI bill application, and the application for western (which costs 50 bucks to just freaking apply for) and if I do get accepted I need to move, actually, and that's a big change for me. Living an entire city away from my family (who I'm attached to) when I have not lived anywhere but Oak Harbor my entire life. My grandma, aunt, cousins...they all live here too. I grew up with that, and I'll miss it. I have to find an apartment that accepts cats, and then I'll also be moving away from my friends. Jessica, Suzanne, Josh, Ian and newly found Lee. Josh. Dad wants me to keep working, too, which means I really wont have time to visit with anyone from Oak Harbor unless they either come up to see me, or, i bring homework with me. I'd love to quit walmart completely and be able to work at a a book store. I'm so so very stressed. I'm also having incredibly hard time keeping my moods straight, I'll go to tears to irritation in 60 seconds flat and its really upsetting. On top of being upset with myself. I'm also disgusted with myself. I'm so scared of change. Sigh.
Oh, Jessica I hope you're okay.
Oh, Jessica I hope you're okay.