great friends,,,
so i introduce two of my best friends Katie and Galo, they end up liking each other. Start texting each other behind my back, and by this i mean talking about me... Katie gets drunk and tells Galo one of my other best friends Mark is influencing me to lie to her telling her i can't hang out with her tonight cuz i have a flat tire, which is true btw... so she and Galo start talking about how pissed off they are about me and my best friend Mark... and as soon as i found out i just want to go to sleep like i always do when i'm upset and want to cry, except i can't cuz she knows me that well that i can't tell her i want to go to sleep, cuz then she'll know that what she's just told me is depressing me...
tonight, again, is a time when i just need my friends to be on my side, i need to cuddle and hang out, and just laugh at every stupid thing. but no, cuz then i get angry messages from people who call themselves my "best friend", telling me i'm lying to them... and i get hung up on from another friend cuz he don't like that i hang out with another friend!
this is so childish!!!
i hate this!
that's all about "friends"
family:
don't even get me started, my tire blew out today so i had to ask my little sister to drive me to work, in MY car! cuz i let her have my car, but anyways she's supposed to pick me up from work but apparently she forgot? whatever she's my little sister and i love her too much to be upset at her...
so i had to call the idiot sister i have who thinks the world revolves around her, is pissed that she has to do me SUCH a HUGE favor! i dont' know where she got that from, cuz as far as i know i'm buying right now a bunch of the groceries and cooking a lot of the food she is eating, i'm also taking her out to fancy restaurants and such, doing all the chores around the house that SHE is supposed to be doing as the "head of the family", and also spending tons of money on gas and letting her borrow my car every once in a while? whatever we drive home and i lay down in my mom's big bed in front of her tv and watch some headbanger's ball on mtv 2, she comes in the room and goes "get out!" wtf?! i'm like "what i didn't know this was YOUR bed now?!" and scoot over a little to give her space, she gets pissed at me cuz apparently it is her room now? i mean my mom told me we could all sleep in her bed while she's gone, she didn't say tell "wenddy" she can sleep in my bed while i'm gone... i dislike her with all my guts!!!!
I wish i could stop seeing both their faces ever again! both mom and wenddy! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it i'm so tired of them!
again, i need to get out of this house! this city!