i think im getting sick
no i am not pregnant bitches, i practice safe sex... thats the only way to get through life without getting paranoid every month. for some odd reason, i havent been able to keep my dinner meals down. either its because i litterally get full, and no its not fattening things like cheeseburgers and what not, if anything im stuffing my face with salads, and afterwards, i guess being overstuffed, i just puke it all up. happened last nite after sushi and pear cider... but it was pear cider! i drank that crap and i was just nausiated... im afraid i have a stomach virus cuz i feel like puking right at this moment, im afraid to eat anything. one of my co workers just got over pnemonia.... i dont even know if thats how you spell it, but im afraid i have it as well. im getting hot flashes and massive stomachaches that are getting really unbearable... its only 9*30 and i cant leave work. hmm if anyone who really cares about me reads this, im going MIA for a while. i need to get healthy, im getting really sick again, not like it matters anyways, no one calls me. hmmm go to hell.
im losing one of my bestfriends this month, to bootcamp, i know this will only be for the best. in return, i gained my other bestfriend back, who is in bootcamp.. well graduated. it finally hit me that im probably never going to see her again. well whatever. maybe its for the best.
call me if you want. id be really surprised.