Jan 08, 2005 11:50
Yesterday was the first day I hadn't seen Damien; he came over every weekday before that. It didn't feel weird at all for me, I was actually good with having a little break time for myself, but when I called him later he seemed a little out of sorts for not seeing me that day. I wonder if this is the point where the guy starts to like me a lot and me, being my noncommittal self, just kind of shrugs and says "sure" a lot. When I think about it though, I like the sound of that arrangement. Is there something wrong with that? Just wondering...
The bad news is that although I don't want a relationship with a certain person by any means, he's still in my fantasies and I'm still very sexually attracted to him, although I don't even bother to talk to him anymore. Plus there's his friend who's making me more than a little uneasy now...once again, what is wrong with the people in New Berlin? lol.
I'm starting to get depressed about Paula leaving; it just hit me yesterday that my best friend will be gone for an entire year. At this point I feel weird after not seeing her for a week. I still have to get her going-away presents (I know what I want to get her).
And I just want a certain rubber ducky to know that I love her and that I don't mind her complaining to me at all, her peace of mind is worth the listen. Also we should do something soon, perhaps you need to get out of your house more! And oooh you must meet Damien and judge him for yourself...
That's all for now, I'm going to enjoy my Saturday and hopefully have some fun.