Dec 15, 2004 17:22
Life is good, life is always good; it's just how I see it (oddly enough I have to thank Jon for his "words of inspiration" lol). I'm feeling confused yet happy because I'm finally out to my friends and they're not treating me any differently. It's been two months for me now, and well I don't intend on seeing Jeremy anytime soon, so I needs to find me a new buddy. However, I don't quite have the courage or the age to ask movie-store guy out, meh. I can't wait to cut my hair, it's driving me insane with its blandness. Today it was really weird, it felt like there were things crawling on my scalp in on the right side, but it was more like the feeling of open air than actual crawling. I'm getting a little scared because my body just keeps getting stranger. My hands are always cold and are turning interesting colors, my constant stomachaches are back, I still can't breathe at times, and yeah the diabetes thing...I'm pretty freaked out about that, to the point that I don't think or talk about it. Nothing I can do now except live. That shouldn't be too difficult.
AJ FOR PRESIDENT!! OOOWWWHHH!
Gonna put ecstasy in your Pepsi and have you laughing all the way to bed...gonna impregnate ya!