Nov 27, 2004 01:57
Whatever happened to simple cell reproduction?
I'm headachy and tired, got back from Lisa's birthday party; many good times, watched the Big Lebowski and Python's Holy Grail. Lisa's hip-hop now, lol that I find interesting.
That reminds me...
"Hamilton you live on?"--Cassie
I'm so sleepy...and blah...and too fond of ellipses; I'll try to stop. There is the mysterious unknown caller from this morning, I have no clue who it was and when I call or text I don't get a response; I'm a little weirded out because almost no one knows my cell number. Hmmmmmmm.
My mind is so confused right now...I'm dreaming of pollinating people, and Vietnam, and salsa on my Levi's, and the role of politics in theology, and "Ni!", and White Russians and a rug that really tied the room together. Don't forget the dinosaurs--they scare me. Lol I've realized how completely stupid one of my exes is; it was quite the revelation. I'm actually gaining a dominant side now, it's weird because I used to be so submissive. Lol this has been my year of "Fuck this. Fuck normality. I don't fucking care anymore and I'm going to do what I feel like doing." So far it's been working out well. Because when I do try to control everything and analyze everything, it all gets fucked up. I've discovered that my psychotic side isn't very attractive; thankfully she's been disappearing with every day. I focus my neurosis on AP European History now. Don't fucking mess with me in that class or AP Chemistry--or thou shalt fucking die.
Lol the hair dye is making me use profanities. "Plum Oasis" they call it. I asked my mom today if she'll buy me navel jewelry at Starship for me because she gets a discount on Tuesday for being tattooed. Yet another benefit of having my oh-so-awesome mom. She's so odd, but I'd rather have a Gen X mom than a Boomer, fucking hypocrites.
I'm ranting about absolutely nothing.
But that's not new lol.