I talked to my contact. According to him, it's a symbol for water and transference, emphasis on the transference in my case. I don't know a lot about magic, but I'm guessing the combination of the symbol, her blood and the incantation is why I'm still carrying her around? I'm of her blood, after all. I just don't understand, if she's been with me all this time, why did she wait until now to try to take control of me again?
Which leads me to bring up my blackouts, as well as comments from people at work that I've been acting strangely. I go from one place to another without remember how I got there, who I talked to or what I'd done. Sometimes it's a few minutes, other times closer to an hour. You haven't heard from me since last week, have you? I know I haven't talked to you, but she may have. She has access to my memories, so she knows about you.
I hope you, Dean and Bobby can figure out how to fix this for good. I want this slut out of me. God knows what she's been doing with my body.
I love you,
Lana