[ooc: Emo!me is emo, for reasons I won't mention, so you get emo!Lana, too.]
Lana sniffed as she knelt in front of the stone, etched across the top with large, capital letters spelling out her last name.
"Hey." A pause. "I know it's been a while since I've been to see you. I'm really sorry." Another sniff as she felt the tears start to flow again. "I know it doesn't matter. You probably can't hear me anyway. You're...you're dead, and you've been dead for a long time." She wiped the tears from both cheeks and took a deep breath before continuing. "I think I know what I want to do with my life now. I think I've always known. I just didn't know how to do it." Her chest felt tight again. It was a few minutes before she managed to speak again. "But...I think...I think I'll have to do it alone."
Lana hunched over, not able to hold it in any longer. How much time passed was unsure, but she cried and cried until her body was limp, draped across the stone.
"I wish you were here," she whispered. "I don't want to be alone anymore."