I want to die
i hate this, this indecisive hell. This insecurity, this...this...I dont know what this is, ive never felt this before. Its not right. I take these pills, they are supposed to make things better. All they seem to do is make things harder, i start to drink, i start to smoke, i do anything i can, something to make it better. and then I realize it, ive become my father. ive become that bastard, shuting people out of my life, drowning myself in pills and drink, i just want to die. at least then things couldnt get worse. i just want to die
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