Apr 24, 2007 00:54
ok, just stop right there alright. don't say the talk is redundent but yet, keep replying when i said stop replying.
you're not the one suffering of course you can say till so simple. the rest are fine with each other cos they're in the same clique, which is indirectly causing the minority to lose motivation, lose interest. stop asking what you should do, what i want you to do when you're not even observant enough, watching out for the other few.
tell you what's happening, you only said 'i believe they would not do this, do that'. instead of investigating it, you took it as i'm assuming your thoughts, forcing thoughts on you. isn't it obvious you believe more in that majority? and then, say stuff like leave our friendship as it is now, at this stage, in this state.
yea true, cliques are common everywhere. but if a big clique is causing some negative effects on the team overall, to the point that some may totally give up on the sport after being treated not so nice; then, it isn't any small problem anymore.
tell you certain things happened but can't say name cos i have to respect the victim. told you with the hope of preventing similar things from happening. . but you were simply busy clearing your side only, clearing whether you were in the wrong or not.
told you an example of what actually did happen but.. awhile you denied that i ever told you, awhile say ya i only told you that little bit. you definitely sound insincere in solving and helping, in this way. or if not, why the few who have suffered are not turning to you for help? cos they felt it's of no use? being cap or vice, it's no longer only waiting for people to come to you for help when they feel comfortable enough with you like a close friend. it's also letting them feel whether you're capable of helping them or will definitely take some actions to help them.
say you sound insincere, wasn't really to put you down. but you return with a line saying i don't know you. it's i don't know you? or in the first place, did you ever listen with your heart? go meetings at LTs, who was drawing pictures? and who was the one who actually took down notes?
wanted to end the whole conversation before we upset each other further or even dislike each other. and also accepted where you want our friendship to stop at. but you just have to add that you don't think our friendship gone through alot?
and after argueing for hours, you're still linking things up wrongly.. and say just want to get your side clear..
omg alright. full stop.
don't feel ke xi for our friendship anymore. don't help us salvage anything anymore. cos she doesn't even want it that badly as you all, nor does she feel the way you do..
already have countless things that i want to solve but i can't. then, suddenly have to go for procedure at cgh somemore. and now this..
thanks, herb da ge.. for talking to me from like 3plus till 6+- am. it definitely helped alot alot.. esp when i needed to talk to someone at that kind of timing and felt like crying out dann loud but can't.. cos why? cos my dear was sleeping like a log. push him also no response. when i finally went to bed, he even pushed me off the bed. ah! and so i slept on the floor till 8plus, when he finally woke up, found me on the floor and carried me back onto the bed. argh~ *bodyache*.. thanks a million, herb. i'll be strong, act strong or whatever. got the word strong can already. at least i'm trying, not giving up..