Drop to your knees and remember where you came from...This is the time to abandon hesitation...

Sep 23, 2008 06:49


So, I can honestly say that there's only a handful of people on here that read this and might even comment, and I'm okay with that.

I'm up and just laying around here as I write this from my husband's hospital bed. He's quietly breathing next to me, and doing just fine.

I can't believe how this past year has been such a roller coaster ride for myself. I've officially gotten back with my boyfriend (hubby now), seen the man behind the beautiful Analog Heart album I cherish grace the screens of reality television, I discovered a fan board of great fiction along with some of the greatest group of girls, I watched a fellow word nerd gracefully and to my delight win my one reality television show I allow myself to watch, I got engaged as well as married.

Those were the high points; the low points are just as great. I realize I sound sadistically evil for saying such a statement, but they have made me stronger and I love God for it. I found out I was pregnant, but I lost the baby. I moved to a new city, and I've decided I absolutely hate it here and will shortly be moving back to my hometown. My husband drank way too much alcohol and scared me to my living wits that I was losing the best thing in my life, but he's okay. It also made me realize that group of girls I met through the ditty Feet First were my best friends. They care for me and look out for Tom and me.

I cannot wait to see what is going to be in store for the new year of 2009. I welcome all challenges and delights.  (:

Remember: Music touches souls.

biopsies, reflection, liver, music, hospital, boredom, 2009

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