Sep 30, 2007 15:28
I'm really restless, and I want to go somewhere. I don't have money.
I don't want to hang out with anyone. I don't want to talk to anyone.
I can't sit still, and I'm going a little nuts.
My perceptions of people are getting really ridiculous.
I'm starting to think of people like I think of food.
I'm hungry, but I don't want to eat... or I'm not hungry, but I feel like cooking.
Like... I'll want to go hang out with someone, but I don't want to hear said person's voice.
Like... I can just stay home and not talk to people, & then it's like they don't exist.
I don't have to deal with anything. That's not right.
I can't ignore my friends and pretend they don't exist... just because I don't want to talk to them.
It's like if you're not one of my favorites, I won't make time for you.
It's not fair to anyone, not really. I can't keep thinking like this.
I need to get out & do something.