but darling dear,get a grip.

Mar 30, 2006 16:12

Yeah okay.
Here it goes.

LIFE nowa dayyyzz.
Saddening.
No,not really bruce.
More of my sister.
I want to be Bruces friend,my sister doesnt like it.
My sister hates me,hardcore.
She wants to "slice my throat".
I guess thats real cool.
Im having SUCH a bad day.
NOW I know why I dont read JoDis LJ.
DUH.
I miss Nick,he use to be one of my bestest friends.:-(.
I miss Ashley.
I miss Becca.
I miss Morgan.
I miss Josh.
I miss Bruce.
I miss little Ash.
I miss Brandee.
& I intensly miss Jodi.<33.
Jodi makes me crazy,she makes me want to sit in my room and let her take my life so she could start over and have a chance to be happy.
Id let her.
I dont even think Im going to talk to Bruce anymore.
Would she be happy then?
If I gave up one of my best friends for her would she trust me and love me then?
Will she ever?
She makes me feel like I shouldnt live.
My sister is so confusing.

Yesterday I chilled with Bruce,to ARISES<33 then Stephanies!It was alright,Cold.When I was ready to leave because my gay mom didnt pick me up Bruce walked me up to Davey st,I got food from the store.(INCLUDING KISSABLES <3) then I stopped at morgans,woke her up,gave her a ciggarette,offered to buy her food,and left she better love me.
I got to the post office and this sweet cop gave me a ride home.Cops are sweet.(Jodis going to be a cop,one of those sweet HARDCORE PUNK cops.hahaha.)
He was cool,Ill marry him...??...
Life is really nothing new.At all.
I wanna go home and see Jodi and eat until I die.
Ill just explode.
Like pow..I dont know im fucking bored.
I need a ciggarette.*reaches over*
I have one now.
My.mom.is.so.fucking.annoying/loud/STUPID.
I love her though.
I ate chicken fingers today.
Thats the highlight of my day.
I shouldve bummed money off of my grandpa.
That loser and his sweet dog.

"you want to be dressed in poetry
but imagery doesnt fit
and you want resizing
but darling dear
get a grip"
-CIWWAF
= LLLLLLLLOOOOVVEEEE.
oh yeah
AFI is gonna be at warped tour..
it will be the highlight of my life.
I cried when becca told me.
I cant wait.....!!!!!

Weellll...my moms singing..
ill go kill myself..
<33

-kati
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