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HELP!!
today feels just like a day at the beach to me.. the timing.. its all in my mind i know, but i could sweart this is what VA beach feels like in the spring. overcast, but still between sixty and seventy during the day. just strange for end of novemeber in ny.. hmm.
im in that state when i know i should be doing work but im procrastinating.. and ruminating on it instead of just doing it. i hate finals. i feel asleep still. like im still dreaming. waiting for the big grey clouds like eyes to take me in. to swallow me whole. the tide taking me away.
BUT.. it will all be over soon. sooner than it feels like i know. i miss people. won't be attending any events anytime soon. oh god, a though, christmas shopping. ::le sigh::
i needed to believe in something, now i don't know what to believe.
i realized im in need to love, ive been seeking it out whereever i can, hugging people i just met, going back to a friends parents house because i felt welcome and loved (realizing all the while i had no real place there), in short, i need a hug. i have coffee; not the same thing.
so come visit the island that i feel my life to be at present. its nice here.
I'm Moving OUT!!!! Going to live with friends at long last! come janruary ill be kissing Main street goodbye in exchange for 32north.
Happy thanks giving y'all.
<3
today feels just like a day at the beach to me.. the timing.. its all in my mind i know, but i could sweart this is what VA beach feels like in the spring. overcast, but still between sixty and seventy during the day. just strange for end of novemeber in ny.. hmm.
im in that state when i know i should be doing work but im procrastinating.. and ruminating on it instead of just doing it. i hate finals. i feel asleep still. like im still dreaming. waiting for the big grey clouds like eyes to take me in. to swallow me whole. the tide taking me away.
BUT.. it will all be over soon. sooner than it feels like i know. i miss people. won't be attending any events anytime soon. oh god, a though, christmas shopping. ::le sigh::
i needed to believe in something, now i don't know what to believe.
i realized im in need to love, ive been seeking it out whereever i can, hugging people i just met, going back to a friends parents house because i felt welcome and loved (realizing all the while i had no real place there), in short, i need a hug. i have coffee; not the same thing.
so come visit the island that i feel my life to be at present. its nice here.
I'm Moving OUT!!!! Going to live with friends at long last! come janruary ill be kissing Main street goodbye in exchange for 32north.
Happy thanks giving y'all.
<3