trouble in ny
so this is an upset journal post.
im upset with my own sensitivity. im too sensitive.
incident number one:
Im driving back from New Jersey where i was seeing my relatives. I get to the toll collection and i hand the woman a dollar bill and eighty cents. it turns out that the coins i handed to her had been on the center console and had ink on them ( i didn't notice because it was dark ) and she looks at them as i wait for her "OK". she then says. "what is there ink on this? (very indignantly as if i had hit her)i don't want your dirty money" and proceeds to hand back the change. I say "um ok" b/c what was i supposed to do? i go digging for the correct change in ten cents pieces, about half way through this process she says " what, you don't have another dollar bill?" (incredulous this time) to which i respond "no i don't" and hand her the change. I wait again for the "ok". she turns and says "we're done here" and i finally drive off.
Incident number two:
I'm sitting in my living room waiting for my food to cook while my house mate is eating his dinner. I begin to make small talk about the living situation " think i need to start eating healthier, maybe i should switch to veggie burgers." to which he responds " I noticed you farting around wanting to talk to me, can't you see im eating my F**Cking dinner? what the f*Ck is our problem??"
to which i resond "sorry. i apologize." and walk away. end of communication for the night.
i'm thinking right now thtat i should just pick a date and move out. this is clearly not going to work.
now im upset and still have things to do tonight. nobody is around to hear me rant except your LJ.
I feel like crap and i think im getting allergies.
im upset with my own sensitivity. im too sensitive.
incident number one:
Im driving back from New Jersey where i was seeing my relatives. I get to the toll collection and i hand the woman a dollar bill and eighty cents. it turns out that the coins i handed to her had been on the center console and had ink on them ( i didn't notice because it was dark ) and she looks at them as i wait for her "OK". she then says. "what is there ink on this? (very indignantly as if i had hit her)i don't want your dirty money" and proceeds to hand back the change. I say "um ok" b/c what was i supposed to do? i go digging for the correct change in ten cents pieces, about half way through this process she says " what, you don't have another dollar bill?" (incredulous this time) to which i respond "no i don't" and hand her the change. I wait again for the "ok". she turns and says "we're done here" and i finally drive off.
Incident number two:
I'm sitting in my living room waiting for my food to cook while my house mate is eating his dinner. I begin to make small talk about the living situation " think i need to start eating healthier, maybe i should switch to veggie burgers." to which he responds " I noticed you farting around wanting to talk to me, can't you see im eating my F**Cking dinner? what the f*Ck is our problem??"
to which i resond "sorry. i apologize." and walk away. end of communication for the night.
i'm thinking right now thtat i should just pick a date and move out. this is clearly not going to work.
now im upset and still have things to do tonight. nobody is around to hear me rant except your LJ.
I feel like crap and i think im getting allergies.