Feelings Change
Why am i feeling these feelings again?
Why am I wanting something new in my life?
Why am I falling, i'm about to be a wife
I feel young again, revived again
I can't betray him
After all we've been through
But I can't help this new spark that lit my fire inside
Why can't I feel this with him anymore?
I've found a new heart friend
Who I want more then a friend
His ICE blue eyes penetrate my heart
To here his voice is like an orgasm
His touch is like heaven and caramel
I want him so FUCKING bad
But I'm with my man
I'm so FUCKING mad
I want to feel his lips press against mine
I want to fuck him and betray my man
But then again I'm not that kind of person
As my mind starts to worsen
I feel trapped in a cage
I can't be me
Why can't I be free?
The torture
The mental pain
Is eating away, my eyes start to rain
He's draining me
Suffocating me
DESTROYING ME
He's such an ASS!
And all I think about is Blue Eyes
Rescue me
Hug me again and again some more
Talk to me like you did before
For hours and hours
You opened my heart
I want it again
I want to be listened to again
I want to be funny again
I want him to look at me the way he does over and OVER and over
AND most of all, I want to flirt again like way back when
How he respects me
How my man doesn't respect me
He's got a girlfriend who had his baby
Why couldn't that be me?
Why am I feeling these feelings again?
The same feelings you get with you're first crush
That same fucking rush!
I know we can't be together
But how do I get rid of these feelings?
I feel like a high school girl again
I think I need to FUCKING KISS HIM
But I can't
And I ain't
This is my life
Just a boring ol' wife
Why am I wanting something new in my life?
Why am I falling, i'm about to be a wife
I feel young again, revived again
I can't betray him
After all we've been through
But I can't help this new spark that lit my fire inside
Why can't I feel this with him anymore?
I've found a new heart friend
Who I want more then a friend
His ICE blue eyes penetrate my heart
To here his voice is like an orgasm
His touch is like heaven and caramel
I want him so FUCKING bad
But I'm with my man
I'm so FUCKING mad
I want to feel his lips press against mine
I want to fuck him and betray my man
But then again I'm not that kind of person
As my mind starts to worsen
I feel trapped in a cage
I can't be me
Why can't I be free?
The torture
The mental pain
Is eating away, my eyes start to rain
He's draining me
Suffocating me
DESTROYING ME
He's such an ASS!
And all I think about is Blue Eyes
Rescue me
Hug me again and again some more
Talk to me like you did before
For hours and hours
You opened my heart
I want it again
I want to be listened to again
I want to be funny again
I want him to look at me the way he does over and OVER and over
AND most of all, I want to flirt again like way back when
How he respects me
How my man doesn't respect me
He's got a girlfriend who had his baby
Why couldn't that be me?
Why am I feeling these feelings again?
The same feelings you get with you're first crush
That same fucking rush!
I know we can't be together
But how do I get rid of these feelings?
I feel like a high school girl again
I think I need to FUCKING KISS HIM
But I can't
And I ain't
This is my life
Just a boring ol' wife