Depression sunny side up
I'm so bummed out...its like, 90% of the time i'm so happy, but then when i get depressed, it surprises me. I think depression is just something your body makes you do every now and then to keep things interesting. (for normal people anyways). I can control mine usually...I can do weird things and make it go away.
Like when I was a freshman at VT, I got so depressed one night. I cant' remember why, but I do remember eating 3 pbj sandwiches, drinking rootbeer, walking around in the rain, throwing a rock at a duck, and then feeling better.
When boys dumped me, I would go to poetry readings. (fyi: definitly not a good place to meet new straight boys, but certainly worth it)
I like washing my face with "special" soap and smelling things when i'm sad. i wash my hair a lot.
I usually can't write anything good unless i feel like crap.
When my grandma died, I cried every day for a year. and had dreams about her and my grandpa riding in cars that could go upside down.
right now, I'm homesick. I want to watch wrestling with my dad and eat Slim Jims. its funny...because i hate wrestling.
I'd like to go for long walks alone on campus, but its too dangerous.
Soo...i'm going to read Maya Angelou and wait for hot men to fall out of the sky...and smell my soap/candle collection while waiting
Like when I was a freshman at VT, I got so depressed one night. I cant' remember why, but I do remember eating 3 pbj sandwiches, drinking rootbeer, walking around in the rain, throwing a rock at a duck, and then feeling better.
When boys dumped me, I would go to poetry readings. (fyi: definitly not a good place to meet new straight boys, but certainly worth it)
I like washing my face with "special" soap and smelling things when i'm sad. i wash my hair a lot.
I usually can't write anything good unless i feel like crap.
When my grandma died, I cried every day for a year. and had dreams about her and my grandpa riding in cars that could go upside down.
right now, I'm homesick. I want to watch wrestling with my dad and eat Slim Jims. its funny...because i hate wrestling.
I'd like to go for long walks alone on campus, but its too dangerous.
Soo...i'm going to read Maya Angelou and wait for hot men to fall out of the sky...and smell my soap/candle collection while waiting